2:55 am.... almost 3 o`clock....i think... i have... insomnia. o-o;
i usually... sleep... around midnight...
but nowadays, i`m sleeping around 4am... ]:
and waking up super early... like around 7-8am...
i`m really tired nowadays... (but believe me i`m happy too!)
and i usually find myself getting super hungry around 1am... o-o;
(times like this i wish i lived next to a 24/7 bakery...)
eyebags are growing puffier by the second...
hopefully... i`ll get rid of them by the end of the summer...?
but it`s clearly mission impossible for me... T-T;
now... instead of sleeping...
i spend my nights.... annotating and talking to people on aim... o-o
(plus webcamming rituals with dearest duyen...)
what a nice life i have... .__."
i feel like starting a... milk club...
like what leeteuk, yoona, and taeyeon did...
a gathering of depressed (can`t sleep) souls...
milk = made in lovely kin.
hopefully... you`ll understand what i`m talking about...
after reading these two dairy entries:
Jungsoo’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2009.07.26
..I like quiet places.
I like places without people...
....Thinking it this way,
indeed I’m in the Milk Club..ㅋㅋ
Jungsoo’s Cyworld Diary Entry 2009.07.26 04:05
..Milk Club....
A gathering of depressed souls
…..Lots of depressed feelings.
It feels like I’m starting to enjoy the depression period
Always struggling in loneliness
There have been lots of tears....
Hope everyone can understand that loneliness....
I thought I had a good ability to hide this loneliness
For the sake of hiding my depression, I joked around more....
Like to act fine..But that was definitely not fine....
In the future, this club, will live better in order to overcome depression....
Thinking of giving each other mutual support…
Sorrow... Escaping from pain... Happiness...
We’re anticipating to share it among all of us....
In the future, Milk Club (Gathering of depressed souls)...
Hope the meaning will be ‘milk.. made in lovely kin..’
but anyways... who wants to start the milk club with me?
or as sherwin would say it... the emo milk club...
& i`m not depressed!
(i think this blog entry makes me sound insane...)
i just want to make the milk club because...
i like the name... -coughs-
it reminds me of... milk flavored pocky.... yum yum! >o<
& not smack her for being a "love-sick" idiot. .___. ....
or... so you claimed. [;